Part II
Is this how he is with everyone? (yes)
Is he trying harder with me? (no)
Is he doing more? (no)
Has he been as affected as I? (no)
Part I - are you ready?
If he’s been thinking about you,
will you think it means something?
Not really, just that I became a distraction in the middle of a difficulty.
In my stressful moments, I’ve felt a craving.
An escape, intrusive thought masquerading as therapeutic.
Ohh, so I’m projecting.